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ctba [30 Nov 2012|01:47pm]
bury all your secrets in my skin. come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins. the air around me still feels like a cage, and love is just a camoflauge for what resembles rage again. so if you love me, let me go, and run away before i know. my heart is just too dark to care, i can't destroy what isn't there. deliver me unto my fate, if i'm alone, i cannot hate. i don't deserve to have you...my smile was taken long ago, if i can change i hope i never know.
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Take this as you will. [05 Nov 2008|11:36pm]
Once and for all, I want someone to own what's mine, look to the future with no more lies. I'm writing you off for the final time, this disappointing pleasure was all mine. This will be the last time, the last time I try, now I close my eyes. She said let the slaughter begin, her tears fell to the floor. What a beautiful sight it is as she lays down to die again.


My best friend in the whole world is too busy to see me, and I've been home a month. People who I pretty much give everything to on request make me feel like crap if I want something. People I've tried to reconnect with have pretty much reminded me why I stopped talking to them. Let's not even get into how much I hate living with my mom and stepdad. The moral of this story - once something is bent and changed, it can never go back to how it used to be.

Friends cut time. Comments are screened to prevent anyone from looking like a dick if they want to bail out. I'm warning you this ahead of time - in a few days, this journal will be friended only to myself and the people who commented.
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Hiatus. [16 Aug 2008|01:55pm]
[ mood | you can find me on aim or facebook. ]

If you were dead, or still alive, I don't care - I don't care. Just go and leave this all behind, 'cause I swear I don't care.
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[05 Jul 2008|12:28am]
[ music | Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue ]

So I had this thought today. It's kind of crazy, but here we go.

I think people know that I am a sucker for viral marketing. You guys know that I played through the entire Cloverfield fiasco, even when Ethan Haas was not right and was part of a dumb tabletop RPG. I have played every game TDK has thrown at me, and I have mad love for the viral sites Wanted did. ANYWAYS, a new viral site for something caught my eye.

http://bloodcopy.com

I've seen bits and pieces of it, and this viral marketing campaign actually had the people from bloody-disgusting, my second favorite movie site, get a package. That's besides the point. There's a second site, and it just gave me an idea.

http://trubeverage.com

Anyways, so here's the deal. With that as a reference, along with this:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/True_Blood

I want to start a game based on this. I'd rather not hop aboard the collective fangirl peen of Twilight, because the movie hasn't even come out and I'm sick of it. By the way, this is when I take two minutes and apologize to Session and Gia for saying that, and even Courtney. HOWEVER, seriously. This thing already annoys the shit out of me. I love vampire movies, but I'm sitting Twilight out. It looks like The Notebook meets Interview with the Vampire. OKAY, ANYWAYS. I'll probably throw a little more deep thinking into this, but I want to know there's interest. I'm leaving it out there for my boys and girls, and if you guys think you can drum up enough excitement amongst your friends, I'll make a public post. I'm thinking it's generally going to be one of those vampire games, but the universe seems open for telepaths, lupines, and other people. Here's one last link.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sookie_Stackhouse

So anyways, I decided to public this anyways, you guys can give me ideas.

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[23 May 2008|03:58pm]
http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/775197/review_of_10_years_division_2008.html

I wrote this, I hope you all go see it. It would mean a lot to me.
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